Diaries of Muni (Excerpts) By Adedoja .R. Gbadegesin

I reached out and screamed, you did not hear! Only because you thought I was happy! My smiles were the brightest and my spirits were always so high.

I am leaving for the world beyond. She will keep a space for you, because you have been so good to me.

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Muni, do not leave just yet, I never told you I love how your teeth are set, I never told how much I love your weird voice and your funny frown. Muni, I never told you how much I hate it when you worry. I love you more than love can handle. I want you more than wants can reach.

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Maybe you should have said This'll some moments ago, I am hurting so bad I don't even know if this is a higher version of pain anymore. No, don't touch me, it would kill you if you try. I am poison, I cant even give you my love, it would be the end of you. But know if it were sometimes ago. I would have loved you with everything I had. Farewell dear friend!

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Farewell? I can't fare well in a world without you, I would breathe in poison if it were given to me as you. I would only live when I know you would laugh as loud as ever at my silly jokes. Let me hold you, so that when you fall, we will go down together as lovers, who seek nothing but joy in the eyes of the other.

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Muni died as she lost all her strength, she hurt so much she began to feel pain were part of living. She smiled so brightly when they told her it will all be over. Muni, could not cope, she has been too strong, she thought strength could save her. She loved so deep, because love conquers all. She lived on but she stopped when it became a façade.

Muni smiled so much you would think she was the happiest but she hurt so deep that you would lose hope on her behalf.

Muni thought she could be strong and not worry. She opened her arms and said a lot of goodbyes, muni died and no one knew why.

Muni died, she could not keep living

@_ashabi.i



Excerpts from the diaries of Muni.

By Adedoja R Gbadegesin